Silence

Np : Sad beautiful tragic
... what a sad...

Silence is dramatic.

You know when I opened you, there's something burst in my heart. Can you understand me when I told it to you? Can you get what I feel?
Okay, the circle. I talk about the circle. Now it's entered by one person again. Gonna be so awkward when I confessing this too, right? So, do you think that when I just keep silent like this it will keep right everything? I have watched everything with this eyes. Every single of that person in circle. How they work, how they feel, how they covered it up, how they pretend, how the circle are going to the safe zone, how they do it to make something feels right, to fulfill what they want.

Seems like, I'm footballers in a competition. I just can see that.
I pretend my feeling when she just talked something obvious to you, I pretend when I talked something then my face just literally like nothing happen, I pretend when I had a really innocent faces but fact exactly I'm in a happier zone, I pretend to didn't care about you but exactly I would. Aaaaarrrghh. I'm afraid to make it so obvious, boy. I'm afraid to changed anything inside us you know? I'm in traumatic to confessing what I feel.

Enough .. everything have been told in those last writing :)
I have to be okay to be patience. Always give it up to Allah. So full ~ now touching 01.07 am o_o. I'm gonna sleep. Night :)